Дорогие
Друзья!(Dear Friends!)
Forgive my lack of creativity; after attempting to
speak in Russian for three days straight my mind feels quite drained of any
creative arrangements of words. Nonetheless, I’ll try to paint as good of a
picture as I can of the place I will call home for the next eight weeks.
First(Fifth) Impressions
When we landed in Moscow, it was the
first time that Russia has seemed “normal” to me. Every other time I’ve touched
down in the Motherland I’ve been filled with a sense of awe and extreme
consciousness of my own foreignness, but this time, nothing really phased me.
The stand-up toilets, drivers who count traffic laws as mere suggestions, and
the constant buzz of the Russian tongue were no longer novelties, but an
expected part of everyday life. I’ll be honest, when the “normalness” of Russia
hit me, at first it was a bit of a letdown. Somehow, I knew that the nine year
honeymoon phase I’d had with the vast country was over, and in my jet-lagged
exhaustion, I was unable to realize that, like in a strong marriage, the end of
infatuation has the ability to open the doors to a deeper love filled with
knowledge, faithfulness, and depth of insight.
Сейчас я знаю что ничего не знаю! (Now I Know that Nothing I Know!)
When our motley crew of Americans
boarded the bus, we immediately started to talk in Russian, which was all at
once exciting, intimidating, fun, and extremely frustrating. It was about this
point that I began to realize just how little Russian I really know! I am truly
impressed at the level of Russian of my group mates, and now that the tiredness
has worn off, I am extremely excited to learn with them and from them during
the next eight weeks. By the way, my group is awesome, and I’ve already made
some great connections with many people! We are a group of 28 students from all
different educational and language backgrounds, but we all have in common a
love for the Russian language. This is the first time I’ve been around other
students who are very serious about becoming fluent in Russian, and it felt
very strange indeed to begin to talk with fellow Americans only in Russian.
We will all be attending Tsentr
Rustiki Kora 5 days a week, a language school which is celebrating its 21st
year. Our group of 28 will be split into 5 group based on our level, and
yesterday we took a placement test, which, by the way, was the hardest test
I’ve ever taken in Russia! After the test, I jokingly said to my classmates, “Cейчас знаю что ничего не знаю!” (“Now I know that I don’t know
anything!”) After realizing that my knowledge of Russian only grazes the tip of
the iceberg, I was discouraged at first, but I soon took heart when I began to
see an increase in my vocabulary and understanding in the few short days I’ve
been here. Maybe I don’t know anything right now, but I have all summer to
improve!
Finally, an Anecdote of the Little Lost Girl
And of course, being the Hope you
know and love, of course I’ve managed to get lost in the city in my short time
here. Luckily though, this time it wasn’t as serious as getting on a plane to
the wrong state, as you all know I have a habit of doing. It all started when I
bought that faulty international phone card…
I hadn’t had contact with my
parents in the whole time I’d been here, and I wanted to let them know that I
hadn’t died, so I bought a phone card that would supposedly let me call home.
It didn’t work on my phone, my host mom’s phone, or a friend’s phone. I was
about to give up when a guy in my group’s host mom told me of a supermarket,
Globus, with free Wi-Fi (which is about as easy to find in this city as
persimmons). It was already 9:00 at night, but the sun doesn’t set in Vladimir
until 11:00, so I decided to set out on my own and find this Globus. I got on
the bus and everything went without a hitch. Or so I thought. At about 10:00,
the terrible internet dropped my call and I decided to go wait by the bus stop.
My call with Mom had been good, but short. I waited. And I waited. After
fifteen minutes with no buses, I began to worry. The sky was light, but
beginning to fill with the rainbow of sunset, and I knew that I needed to get
home soon. I called my host mom, and she told me that buses stop coming to
Globus after 10, and I would need to come home on foot. “Can you find the way,
or do you want me to come meet you?” she asked. “Oh, I’m fine, I’ll find the
way,” I said confidently. I shouldn’t have been so confident. After ten minutes
of walking, I came to an intersection, and realized that I was lost. I called
her again, and the imperfect Russian that I do have started to leave me. I was
beginning to panic.
“Stay there! I’ll come and meet
you!” Tatiana, my sweet little host mom, assured me. After she hung up, I stood
there awkwardly on the side of the road feeling like a little kid who got
separated from his mommy in a grocery store. I felt embarrassed and bad that Tatiana
had to leave her house at 11:00 to come find me, but I felt equally scared for
my safety. I spent the fifteen minutes on the side of the road alternating
between semi-panic attack and prayer, silent tears streaming down my face. And
God definitely answered! After what seemed like an eternity, I saw Tatiana
waving at me from across the busy street. Apparently Globus was much closer
than I had realized! In a flurry of embarrassment and relief, I apologized to
Tatiana for making her come all the way to get me. She didn’t show a sign of
annoyance, but she gave me a motherly smile, told me it was okay and tried to
make light conversation with me as we walked back to her ninth floor apartment.
When we returned, she made me a steaming mug of tropical fruit flavored tea,
which was exactly what I needed to calm down after my little ordeal. I have to
say, I am already so extremely thankful for my host mom. She is one of the
sweetest, most patient people, and I thank God for her kindness to me.
As you can see, I’ve already had quite a few
adventures in Vladimir, and class hasn’t even started yet! I miss you all and
not a day goes by that I don’t think about you. For now my friends, Da
Svidaniya! (See you later!)
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